So here i am 4 A.M writing a blog, because i cant sleep. this is reoccurring with me, staying up late sleeping in, I'm trying to change this habit but its not working, oh well. Ive tried everything but i just cant sleep.
So i watched Greys Anatomy i must say it was quite interesting. (Thats A Banner I Made Of The McMen)
McDreamy & McSteamy fighting, Derek just out of no where punches McSteamy, wow. i think maybe McDreamy didn't feel alive, or real, or maybe he didn't feel human, he need something to wake him up so a "I Kicked His Ass" was in order. This show is so great!
on ward.
I watched Nights In Rodanthe, Oh My Gosh, that movie very very good! Very Beautiful.(Thats My Banner For The Movie.)
yes it was sad, i will not say why because maybe you haven't seen it, but its a very good romance movie, you can feel it everything it is what i wish romance was like again, the courtship. where did all that go, the guy calls you and takes you out for dinner you talk have a good time and he walks you to your door and he kisses you on the cheek for a good night kiss. what happened to all the good men out there? and if you live by any please send them my way.
like most Ive had my luck with guys, which is to say the least it was not good luck, where is the one guy i will spend my life with? maybe hes not out there, maybe I'm wasting my time looking. Maybe all the "good guys" of today are gone, to many broken families. I look at my family and see what i wish to only have when i am my parents age. My mother was in her late 20's when she got married, i wonder if someday i will get married? have a family? have a better career? today in society we have made are children grow to fast, i feel that being 22 i still am a child, there is a big world out there and it is scary. I'm not afraid to admit that i am afraid. but how do you do it?
i guess i need to take that leap, and hope that maybe someone will be there if i fall. but i feel that Ive already started to fall and no one is there. i guess i can only hope that when i do fall i fall on my feet.
BB42/Silv
So i watched Greys Anatomy i must say it was quite interesting. (Thats A Banner I Made Of The McMen)
McDreamy & McSteamy fighting, Derek just out of no where punches McSteamy, wow. i think maybe McDreamy didn't feel alive, or real, or maybe he didn't feel human, he need something to wake him up so a "I Kicked His Ass" was in order. This show is so great!on ward.
I watched Nights In Rodanthe, Oh My Gosh, that movie very very good! Very Beautiful.(Thats My Banner For The Movie.)
yes it was sad, i will not say why because maybe you haven't seen it, but its a very good romance movie, you can feel it everything it is what i wish romance was like again, the courtship. where did all that go, the guy calls you and takes you out for dinner you talk have a good time and he walks you to your door and he kisses you on the cheek for a good night kiss. what happened to all the good men out there? and if you live by any please send them my way.like most Ive had my luck with guys, which is to say the least it was not good luck, where is the one guy i will spend my life with? maybe hes not out there, maybe I'm wasting my time looking. Maybe all the "good guys" of today are gone, to many broken families. I look at my family and see what i wish to only have when i am my parents age. My mother was in her late 20's when she got married, i wonder if someday i will get married? have a family? have a better career? today in society we have made are children grow to fast, i feel that being 22 i still am a child, there is a big world out there and it is scary. I'm not afraid to admit that i am afraid. but how do you do it?
i guess i need to take that leap, and hope that maybe someone will be there if i fall. but i feel that Ive already started to fall and no one is there. i guess i can only hope that when i do fall i fall on my feet.
BB42/Silv
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