Supermarkets

So i went to Kroger yesterday with my mother. i love the supermarket, just because if you ever want to meet someone, that's your place. you can tell so much from what people buy. are they healthy? do they live at home or on their own? do they have children? its great. of course until you run into someone you don't want and me being me that had to happen.

Okay i will admit i never had anything with this person, but of course i was love struck by them. it was not the way they looked but their personally i had fallen in love with. after all when you fall in love, i mean truly in love its not about looks but about personality, the way they make you smile the way they make you look at them, all of that is love.

so of course i did love him, 3 yrs. to him it was most likely unknown but none the less i did. but i hid behind my mom, when i turned from the non fat yogurt to look around the store there he was standing by the chips and pop it was as if time had actually paused for a brief moment in time, as i turned and then hid in front of my mom as she asked what was wrong, i simply told her, my old love/crush is here.

it was quit interesting as i stood there and thought that all my feelings for him had vanished but as soon as i saw him, my heart jumped out of my mouth and on to the floor, well not literally but it sure felt like it. I avoid him as much as i could through the supermarket, i know it is a bit childish. and with child's being mentioned his wife was there as well, yes he got married, of course this was after my whole love/crush thing going on. interesting, as i saw their child.

well as i was walking in the frozen section of the supermarket they where on the other side and i looked up and towards him and then my phone went off and so i looked away and checked my phone, as i did that he looked at me and then when i looked back up he looked away. how do i know this because my mother told me as i walked to her.

then there was my chance he was standing in the frozen section with all the microwaveable meals i was going to go up to him and nudge him and be like hey funny running into you here, but i had to go to the other side my mother needed something. there goes my chance. and then we ended in the lane to check out next to them i was going to say hi or something but my chance was blown again.

it was very interesting because as we were in line i saw they had their baby, it is amazing how so much can change in 5 yrs.

BB42/Silv